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Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty.
hi, i am here. i was fixin to go to bed but i log in and see you are loenly. i am kind of lonely too. my t left today for vacation for a week and my chiropactor is in jamica and when she gets back she is moving out of town anyway. i dont have any freidns in this town. asd is my freidns. i had to thrwo out my coffee too becas it makes my day go bad. how has your day been Beauty. t.
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Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty.
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hi Beauty, i get lonely lots, too. mostly, though, i just figure that i’m being selfish, and that i’m supposed to be this way. that i don’t have any business feeling bad about feeling lonely and sad. that that’s the way it’s supposed to be. how come you’re feeling lonely tonight? are you feeling any better? when i feel sick and sad and stressed, and don’t feel like really doing anything, sometimes i just sit in front of my computer and wish someone would write to me so i had someone to talk to. 
of course, nobody does, so then i feel worse. i’m silly that way, sometimes. did you get the tv yet? diane
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Hi – Thanks for writing. You are nice to write. Did you see the movie Crouch*ng Dr*gon (I splat for trolls)? I haven’t, but heard it is wonderful. Hope to see it soon. We are feeling sort of better, but we just saw a difficult video that wasn’t nice, but it’s okay. We don’t think a person should watch The Gl*diator if you are triggery at all, at all, at all about vi*olence. Very bad that way, very bad. But we watched, and it felt manipulative, too. But we saw it all the way through – we do watch films, for the films’ sake. Thanks again for writing. It is nice to have a little conversation. Why lonely? I think because I’ve been sick and cooped up. I think that’s probably mostly it. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi! I will talk with (to) you. What would you like to talk about? I like using the computer alot. I just learned how to surf this last year and found the newsgroups in the fall. There are lots of good ones….some even funny like alt.fan.dragons. What is making you feel lonely today? , Cloudy
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Hi! I will talk with (to) you. What would you like to talk about? I like using the computer alot. I just learned how to surf this last year and found the newsgroups in the fall. There are lots of good ones….some even funny like alt.fan.dragons. What is making you feel lonely today? , Cloudy
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Hi Diane – Thanks for writing. After I wrote that, I decided that even though I wasn’t still feeling totally good, and even though it was snowing, I would go to karate. It was the right choice. I felt better. No t.v. yet. We call tomorrow, I think. And we sorry about feeling lonely and sad – it isn’t the way you are have to feel and we want it to be that you are knowing we are friends. Yes, it’s like that when I get sick – I lots of times end up feeling very locked in after a while. But, yes, I am doing better, and now even better, because of friends writing from asd – how I can count on yous peoples here, and on Ravensong friend. Thanks – Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hi Beauty, i get lonely lots, too. mostly, though, i just figure that i’m being selfish, and that i’m supposed to be this way. that i don’t have any business feeling bad about feeling lonely and sad. that that’s the way it’s supposed to be. how come you’re feeling lonely tonight? are you feeling any better? when i feel sick and sad and stressed, and don’t feel like really doing anything, sometimes i just sit in front of my computer and wish someone would write to me so i had someone to talk to. of course, nobody does, so then i feel worse. i’m silly that way, sometimes. did you get the tv yet? diane
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Hi t. – We feel that you are there. Thank you for writing. We know you were feeling bad, too, and hope you are doing better. Sorry about the coffee. We gave up caffeine years ago. It’s kind of tough, because we don’t do sugar, either, if we are doing what we are supposed to do, and we don’t like to do aspartame. So it’s kind of tough. But we do like herbal teas sometimes, and mostly we like lots and lots of cold water. Yum. I feel sorry that you are being sad about your chiropractor. I remember that. I hope you can be able to visit one day, though. Please give your cat a nice pet from me, and tell me sometime what color your cat is, okay? We were watching movie tonight and eating a bit of special cheese, but it was too rich, so we put it down, and guess what? The cats came and stole it!!! Right from beneath our feet! We did get amused. Bad, bad cats!!! (Funny good cats.) Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty. hi, i am here. i was fixin to go to bed but i log in and see you are loenly. i am kind of lonely too. my t left today for vacation for a week and my chiropactor is in jamica and when she gets back she is moving out of town anyway. i dont have any freidns in this town. asd is my freidns. i had to thrwo out my coffee too becas it makes my day go bad. how has your day been Beauty. t.
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I know how you feel… Seems I am spending more days staring at walls wondering what life is and am I really living? Alone sucks… I hope your doing better ! My blood pressure has been kind of high all this week which is something new for me. Tired all the time and got headaches from it… um… sorry I don’t seem to have much to say, kind of in a box right now wondering if the lid is going to be closed this time or not…. John
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Hi t. – We feel that you are there. Thank you for writing. We know you were feeling bad, too, and hope you are doing better. Sorry about the coffee. We gave up caffeine years ago. It’s kind of tough, because we don’t do sugar, either, if we are doing what we are supposed to do, and we don’t like to do aspartame.
do you know about sucralose? it’s a sugar substitute made, somehow, from sugar but metabolized differently. it’s been available in canada for some time and has just in the last few months been marketed in the u.s. too, under the brand name splenda. we don’t do sugar either, but we use splenda when we need our tea sweetened. So it’s kind of tough. But we do like herbal teas sometimes, and mostly we like lots and lots of cold water. Yum. I feel sorry that you are being sad about your chiropractor. I remember that. I hope you can be able to visit one day, though.
they have invited me to, but i know how i am about relationships… 
Please give your cat a nice pet from me, and tell me sometime what color your cat is, okay?
oh, she is beautiful. she’s a blue spotted dsh with a silvery cream undercoat. she’s little, too. she’ll be a year old in april, give or take a month. We were watching movie tonight and eating a bit of special cheese, but it was too rich, so we put it down, and guess what? The cats came and stole it!!! Right from beneath our feet! We did get amused. Bad, bad cats!!! (Funny good cats.)
tv – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Beauty. Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty. hi, i am here. i was fixin to go to bed but i log in and see you are loenly. i am kind of lonely too. my t left today for vacation for a week and my chiropactor is in jamica and when she gets back she is moving out of town anyway. i dont have any freidns in this town. asd is my freidns. i had to thrwo out my coffee too becas it makes my day go bad. how has your day been Beauty. t.
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Good morning! Are you much better today? I hope so. Thanks for the warning about the Gl*diator. I haven’t watched it yet as a matter of fact. Did someone tell you it was good and you decided to check it out? Maybe after you have had time to process it more, you will find something useful from it (besides the warning?). I don’t know if you process fast or not. No, I haven’t seen the other movie you referred to , but will keep an eye out for it. How long have you been in this NG? I just found it recently. Do you have a FAQ you could post the url to? , Cloudy
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hey beauty how are you feeling..i am here ….sorta i havent been posting i havent been in a fair place lately sorry .i dont belong here i can see that but i will lurk and read .. i hope u feel better
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Well, The Gl*diator is supposed to be a classically good film – we already knew from the outset it would undoubtedly be grim. We can do that nowadays – gotten better at dissociating from more things when necessary. It didn’t get to me, really, because it was so manipulative in its attempts to wring certain emotions out of the audience, and the symbolism in some places is very heavy-handed. It also has this monotonous pseudo-Celtic moaning woo-ey music. It gets old after a while. My thumbnail critique of the film. On the other hand, you get Jo*quim Phoen*x in a supremely infantile evil role, R*ssell Cr*we as the Chr*st figure gl*diator, R*chard H*rris as the good emperor, and Ol*ver R**d’s last role, as a former gl*diator who won his freedom and went on to become an entrepreneur in gl*diatorial spectacles. After watching it, though, I am prepared to feel that perhaps Rome was the most horrible place ever in the universe. The degree of corrupt brutality – layer upon layer of it. I can’t even describe. Okay, maybe the Aztecs were worse – we don’t know as much about them. I’ve been around the ng for a while – on and off for several years. I think that some others have such a post, but I can’t recall who – e? embies? I think embies posted that just a little while ago, like sometime this week or last. Can you check back through the old posts? Tired – Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Good morning! Are you much better today? I hope so. Thanks for the warning about the Gl*diator. I haven’t watched it yet as a matter of fact. Did someone tell you it was good and you decided to check it out? Maybe after you have had time to process it more, you will find something useful from it (besides the warning?). I don’t know if you process fast or not. No, I haven’t seen the other movie you referred to , but will keep an eye out for it. How long have you been in this NG? I just found it recently. Do you have a FAQ you could post the url to? , Cloudy
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Really kind of you to write. I am sorry about the blood pressure. Is it a constant problem, or just with stress? I’m better today, thanks. I was just sick for a while and cooped up and I think that did it, in part. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I know how you feel… Seems I am spending more days staring at walls wondering what life is and am I really living? Alone sucks… I hope your doing better ! My blood pressure has been kind of high all this week which is something new for me. Tired all the time and got headaches from it… um… sorry I don’t seem to have much to say, kind of in a box right now wondering if the lid is going to be closed this time or not…. John Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty.
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hey beauty how are you feeling..i am here ….sorta i havent been posting i havent been in a fair place lately sorry .i dont belong here i can see that
why? we aint said much but we like you to be here. tv – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – but i will lurk and read .. i hope u feel better
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Hi t. – We feel that you are there. Thank you for writing. We know you were feeling bad, too, and hope you are doing better. Sorry about the coffee. We gave up caffeine years ago. It’s kind of tough, because we don’t do sugar, either, if we are doing what we are supposed to do, and we don’t like to do aspartame. do you know about sucralose? it’s a sugar substitute made, somehow, from sugar but metabolized differently. it’s been available in canada for some time and has just in the last few months been marketed in the u.s. too, under the brand name splenda. we don’t do sugar either, but we use splenda when we need our tea sweetened.
Thank you for the sucralose/splenda tip. I will check into it. Potential side effects? So it’s kind of tough. But we do like herbal teas sometimes, and mostly we like lots and lots of cold water. Yum. I feel sorry that you are being sad about your chiropractor. I remember that. I hope you can be able to visit one day, though. they have invited me to, but i know how i am about relationships… Please give your cat a nice pet from me, and tell me sometime what color your cat is, okay? oh, she is beautiful. she’s a blue spotted dsh with a silvery cream undercoat. she’s little, too. she’ll be a year old in april, give or take a month.
Oooooh she sounds so beautiful. Rather like our beloved Myrtille, whom we lost a year ago the end of this coming February. And haves name? We were watching movie tonight and eating a bit of special cheese, but it was too rich, so we put it down, and guess what? The cats came and stole it!!! Right from beneath our feet! We did get amused. Bad, bad cats!!! (Funny good cats.) tv
Thanks for writing. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Beauty. Feeling lonely. Please, can someone talk to me? Beauty. hi, i am here. i was fixin to go to bed but i log in and see you are loenly. i am kind of lonely too. my t left today for vacation for a week and my chiropactor is in jamica and when she gets back she is moving out of town anyway. i dont have any freidns in this town. asd is my freidns. i had to thrwo out my coffee too becas it makes my day go bad. how has your day been Beauty. t.
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Thank you, Nancy. We’ve just come from seeing Cr*uching T*ger, H*dden Dr*gon – the Chinese film about women warriors – oooooh, very powerful to see women using their energy and skills seriously, with men as well as other women. And the image at the end was so beautiful. If any woman likes fantasies of revenge against certain male thug or bully types, there will be some satisfying scenes. We are smelling something good in the kitchen. We think our husband has made curry – mmmmm – and papadums – Going downstairs now – Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Beauty, I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling lonely, and I’m glad you felt better after karate. That sounds like a very healing, empowering, community-building experience for you. I also like herbal tea and cold water lots, and I can’t have caffeine and can have limited sugar (I tend to overdo it on chocolate . I hope you’re continuing to feel better. -Nancy
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Beauty, I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling lonely, and I’m glad you felt better after karate. That sounds like a very healing, empowering, community-building experience for you. I also like herbal tea and cold water lots, and I can’t have caffeine and can have limited sugar (I tend to overdo it on chocolate . I hope you’re continuing to feel better. -Nancy
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Pettings to Lola, sweet little kitty, and we think her fur must be so soft. We are glad she came to live with you. She will be so bonded to you. Thanks for introducing us. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – [...] Thank you for the sucralose/splenda tip. I will check into it. Potential side effects? here are two web sites, one that says it’s safe and one that says it’s not. http://diabeticgourmet.com/articles/00articles/21.shtml http://www.holisticmed.com/splenda/ [...] Please give your cat a nice pet from me, and tell me sometime what color your cat is, okay? oh, she is beautiful. she’s a blue spotted dsh with a silvery cream undercoat. she’s little, too. she’ll be a year old in april, give or take a month. Oooooh she sounds so beautiful. Rather like our beloved Myrtille, whom we lost a year ago the end of this coming February. And haves name? her name is Lola. it took a long time to name her. for weeks we just called her sweet little kitty. we had to get to know her first before we could give her a name. then the universal lola-ness appeared and invited itself in to be her name. though mostly i still just call her sweetie . tv
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Thank you for writing. I am concerned to know why you feel you don’t belong here. That concerns me. We don’t think you don’t belong – we feel you do belong, so far as any of us can say. It doesn’t feel that way to you? Please let us know if there is anything we can do to make this place more comfortable for you. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hey beauty how are you feeling..i am here ….sorta i havent been posting i havent been in a fair place lately sorry .i dont belong here i can see that but i will lurk and read .. i hope u feel better
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[...] Thank you for the sucralose/splenda tip. I will check into it. Potential side effects?
here are two web sites, one that says it’s safe and one that says it’s not. http://diabeticgourmet.com/articles/00articles/21.shtml http://www.holisticmed.com/splenda/ [...] Please give your cat a nice pet from me, and tell me sometime what color your cat is, okay? oh, she is beautiful. she’s a blue spotted dsh with a silvery cream undercoat. she’s little, too. she’ll be a year old in april, give or take a month. Oooooh she sounds so beautiful. Rather like our beloved Myrtille, whom we lost a year ago the end of this coming February.
And haves name?
her name is Lola. it took a long time to name her. for weeks we just called her sweet little kitty. we had to get to know her first before we could give her a name. then the universal lola-ness appeared and invited itself in to be her name. though mostly i still just call her sweetie . tv
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Please I wanted to say thanks to those who saw my post…. As someone who suffers from these problems dis. depression. anxiety I have problems feeling as if I fit in anywhere all my messed up sorry life. these past weeks have been awful, not to take away from those here who have alot more to contend with. cause I sure dont want to. I am so sorry if I made the statement about not fitting in here, its NEVER anything or ANYONE. its me.not you…me. I cant tell you all how much it matters to me that some of you responded with kindness. I am so untrained with the rules and such of the posting I find it to be a relief to be able to post its just I read some of them and feel so inept. I am older and now I suppose I dont care much about myself anymore. thanks to all of you …truth be told….your kinder to me than IRT people freaka ann
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Please I wanted to say thanks to those who saw my post…. As someone who suffers from these problems dis. depression. anxiety I have problems feeling as if I fit in anywhere all my messed up sorry life. these past weeks have been awful, not to take away from those here who have alot more to contend with.
you get to have your own suffering, and we (of asd) will not compare yours to anyone else’s and find it unworthy of caring and sympathy. there is no objective most-to-least ranking of problems, because it is each person’s internal response that determines hir own hurt. yours deserves as much attention as anyone else’s, regardless of the external circumstances causing it. cause I sure dont want to. I am so sorry if I made the statement about not fitting in here, its NEVER anything or ANYONE. its me.not you…me.
i didn’t take it personally, probably most other people didn’t. we know that when we say the same thing, it’s a statement about our self and not the group. fwiw, lots of people have felt the same, even some who have been here for a long time. i think it comes and goes. I cant tell you all how much it matters to me that some of you responded with kindness. I am so untrained with the rules and such of the posting I find it to be a relief to be able to post its just I read some of them and feel so inept.
how come? I am older and now I suppose I dont care much about myself anymore.
thanks to all of you …truth be told….your kinder to me than IRT people freaka ann
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